being accountable

I guess I've been telling little fibs all around, here and there. and I wonder, is it because I am not feeling accountable? no one is going to notice if I skip that and do this instead. no one is really watching when I leave that out or turn that on. and I certainly don't get in trouble when I push this kind of thing to the edge. I am surrounded by incredibly forgiving or (and/or?) incredibly preoccupied people. and I am often invisible.

but that's one of the biggest fibs I've been telling. and I've kind of tricked myself into believing that no one is noticing what I am doing. but I'm also not really buying it.

so, here's the deal. let's try to be a little more accountable. let's say, I'll post what I do and why, and you read about it and keep me honest.

if you keep close tabs on me and I care enough not to let you down, maybe I'll start showing up.

let's just see.